- I started feeling the symptoms on Sunday, May 31st of 2009. It started with me just feeling more fatigued than usual after sleeping 12 consecutive hours, from midnight to noon. Over the next three days, I began to feel dizzy and perhaps overly drugged in my head. A tingling sensation also made its presence known in my hands and feet, eventually spreading to my arms and legs and increasing in intensity as the days progressed. At times, my cheeks and the inside of my mouth would feel numb. All of these symptoms, especially the tingles, the fatigue and the drugged sensation, were rather constant for the first 2-3 months. This made it extremely difficult for me to focus on much for a certain period of time. It was even difficult to walk a great amount. No matter how much sleep I’d get the night before or in an afternoon nap, I’d still feel like I hadn’t slept at all. Due to all these symptoms, not finding any answers from the doctors and not seeming to be improving in health, I became rather depressed after 2+ months with the condition.
After approximately three months, the intensity of the symptoms became less constant. I no longer felt the numbness in my cheeks, lips or the inside of my mouth. The extreme drugged up feeling in my head would be felt only every other day, as opposed to every day. This held true for the tingles and the fatigue as well. Over the next several months, this trend seemed to continue, with the occasional relapse. After a couple more months, the symptoms were only intense every 3 days. Over the past couple months, the rough days have seemed to occur in spurts. Three weeks ago, from Monday through Thursday, I was a mess, but the following week, the symptoms were somewhat tolerable. This past week, just about every day has been right in the middle of those two extremes I just mentioned. It’s still difficult for me to get a whole lot done when the symptoms are intense, but being more spread out has helped in that regard. It’s rather unpredictable, though, so it’s difficult for me to plan very far ahead, as I don’t know on Wednesday night how I’m going to feel on Thursday morning, let alone how I’ll feel two weeks from then.
- My doctors have tried to place me on neurontin and klonopin. Neurontin had no effect on me, positive or negative, so I was weened off of that. I was a mess on klonopin, basically feeling like a zombie all day and feeling more drugged than I had in quite some time, so I only lasted about three days on that before being taken off the medication.
- I have undergone the following tests: MRI’s (of my head and also of my neck/back), two EMG’s, a Q-Sart, skin biopsy and a glucose-tolerance test, to go along with a multitude of blood tests. AVM was discovered via the neck/back MRI, but some specialists in the area concluded that it wasn’t the reason for my symptoms and without it being active, there was no need to operate. The glucose-tolerance test went fine, as did the blood tests, from what I remember. I believe the EMG’s, Q-Sart and skin biopsy showed some abnormalities for my age, but not so abnormal that they could specifically diagnose me with anything. Guillain-Barre Syndrome seemed to be a possibility in my doctor’s minds, but they labeled it as small fiber sensory neuropathy.
- I have attempted to discover causes and/or trends with this condition, but that’s been a difficult task. It began 3-4 days after a week long venture in Omaha, where I took part in my senior class’ 10-year reunion. This is why I figured I was just overly tired at first, but that obviously wasn’t the case. I also felt the symptoms increase in intensity after another trip and flight, just the day after I landed back in Columbus to come home. However, as I’ve traveled since that point and haven’t felt such ill effects upon returning from those trips, I have a hard time believing the travel has/had anything to do with the onset of the condition or an increase in intensity of the symptoms. As I had been out-of-town with friends and family the week I was in Omaha, quite a bit of drinking (alcohol) had been done. So, I had wondered if a link could be drawn from that, so I then stopped drinking for the following 3 months and didn’t feel any different. Once the symptoms began to gradually decrease in intensity and become more scattered, I started to drink again. Stress and/or depression have been brought to my attention as possible links, but while I will not deny that I became quite depressed 2+ months following the condition’s onset, I wasn’t depressed before it started, so I have a hard time seeing it as a cause. I’ve also noticed, more times than not, that if I sleep extremely hard on a given night and have vivid dreams, I wake up feeling awful, where the symptoms will be at their peak intensity wise, before gradually decreasing in that intensity as the day progresses. Of course, this has not happened on every such occasion, but when the symptoms are intense, it does feel as if my mind/body have yet to fully awaken, so I’ve been curious if this may have anything to do with either the drugged sensation in my head or the fatigue. Other people have brought up to me the fact that I’ve undergone brain surgery, have epilepsy and TMJ and have wondered if any/all of those have contributed to my symptoms. I have a difficult time believing this, as the surgery was performed just over 7 years ago and I haven’t had any problems with full-blown seizures or with the TMJ in recent years either. One trend I may have noticed not pertaining to the potential cause deals with tremors in my hands and knees. Slight tremors were noticed by my neuromuscular specialist a few months ago, but I feel as if they may have worsened since then and tend to increase in frequency and intensity with the symptoms of my condition.
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